So here again I am faced with an opposition that could have been faced with some legal issues. But because of my attitude, and how I respond to others I’ve been given a free pass thank God. But I can’t help to think, how did I get into a situation like this again? Is it that I trust people? Is it that I’m gullible? Whatever it is, doesn’t help me trust people any better.
So far I’ve wasted good portions of my life because I trusted peoples words, that they were either “kidding” or “didn’t think I could handle it.”
Once upon a time I worked for a company. The owner scammed us and our customers embezzled the money, stole all of out bonuses, and fired people at random. As I remained faithful to the cause he ran off with some skank and his wife would call the office because his family had no running vehicle and hardly any food…after a while of hearing their cries, I broke down and bought pampers for his baby girl and food for the house. While this douche went out on a Las Vegas vacation with his “estranged girlfriend. When I found out that the rent for the place was 3 months over due, and with 2 bounced checks, I decided to leave quietly. The boss then had a break down, yelled at me for quitting, after being abused, never paid me my whole months salary, or the place he was renting out.
Second story, I worked two jobs to get my wife through school. And you would think she would have been greatful. Not slightly, she would hardly pick up around the house, only do laundry when she needed it, claim life is so stressful, cut me off from sex, told me to just find another woman then. Then one day we went out to eat, she decided to embarrass me in public to the point that costomers in that establishment felt uncomfortable and left. The next thing I know I was walking 12 miles home. When I got home at midnight out of the 27 degree weather she told me, “please don’t leave me, I know you love me.” Next month she then told me the reason why she cut me off, was because she decided to masterbate. I then decided not to ridicule her or even post it up and tell the world…but keep it quiet.
These two instances haven’t been the first or the last. But here’s the question? Should I leave this between me and the individuals…or should I make it public? Should I show dishonor to whom it is due….and shame? Should I personally be a vendetta and not care of their outcome?
- Third story happened this last week. A man I’ve known for over 12 years posted a property, on Facebook, as he was trying to sell it. After some discussion he said I could go hunting on this property, here’s the gate code. I drive over an hour in a v6 to get there with a machete, hunting knife, an ar15, shotgun, and side arm on a beautiful 390 acre land in Texas….pull up to the gate, a worker lets me in. So knowing that there are people living here, I decide to make my presence known. I end up actually finding the land owner, the real land owner. Somehow my “friend” was just kidding about owning the property. He thought it was cool that the ranch was linked to his last name. So he was playing a joke. One that could have gotten me in serious trouble, but because of my attitude, and handling things professionally, I was given a slight warning, and a phone number when hunts start up again on the property. I could be pissed, but I decided, just to keep it quiet.
But I’m not sure if I’m doing the right thing. Should I open mouth and spew curses on those who have betrayed my trust. Or should I just let it go quietly?
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